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"Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never harm me." Bull****. I feel like stabbing the person who invented that saying. I looked diagonally from my left and saw Kelly fondling with another girl. That was the third one this week. God I hate him yet I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. Seeing him play around with other girls made me sick to my stomach and only wished it was me instead of them.
All questions were lifted from my mind except for one,"Why?" I whispered softly to myself."I swear to god, If your thinking about Kelly I will shoot you." My best friend Veronica said. I looked over at her and gave her a half hearted smile then said," You know me all too well." "God Jessy! When will you get over him? He's not paying you any attention AND he's busy messing around with another nice lady. He's obviously over you. Why won't you get over him?" She said getting angry which only brought my already sunken spirits down even worse. "Way to make me feel better." I replied feeling the sting of the tears forming in my eye sockets. "Oh god, I didn't mean it like that. I..." I cut her off before she could continue. "Whatever."
Truth is, I dont know when I'll get over him. My life went from complete greatness to hell in a matter of seconds. I try to forget reality and use my imagination but the truth always gets the best of me. H
e's been with a thousand girls and it's only been month since he'd said those hurtful words. Words that pierced through your skin like bullets. He doesn't love me. He never has. Although I keep saying it, I cant bring myself to believe it.[/b]