A Love Misplaced

[DeepSorrow]

Haha, you guys make me laugh. Here it is. Hope you all enjoy.

Chapter 15:

 I didn’t know whether I was lucky or what. But there seemed to always be a hero saved me whenever I needed help. And that hero was Shin TaeHoon. I don’t know if he was fated to protect me or something. This is like the second time he saved me, and both scenes are the same as I was being sexually harassed. Don’t tell me he’s some kind of guardian. But it’s such a big coincidence. I think I’m complicating matters with all these thoughts. Who cares if he’s a guardian or if its coincidence or not. What’s important is I’m finally save, and more importantly, my virgin lips are also saved.

 “You okay?’ he asked sincerely with a worried expression. Damn right I am, but I was also scared out of my wits back there. “What do you think?” I replied meanly. He looked hurt. My intend was just to fool around with him, but I never knew he would take it seriously. Clearing my throat, I changed my tone. “Yeah, I’m fine. Thanks.” I wanted to say sorry and that I didn’t mean to sound so harsh after he saved me. But I didn’t think it was necessary. He’ll get over it. I know.

 “That’s good. Where the hell did that dick came from anyway?” he asked again changing his tone to a childish one. He was always so childish. That’s what I meant by him getting over it. “I don’t know. But you beat the crap out of him. Who cares.” I replied carelessly.
 We were quiet for a moment. It felt so awkward. I wanted to break this silence, but I don’t know where to begin with. Standing there, having nothing to say is not my thing, so I decided to leave and sit down. I walked half-way when TaeHoon called out to me.
 
“Wait.” He said as I turn around to face him. He had a weird but cute expression. It was like he wanted to say something, but doesn’t know how. He looks so much like a little kid. “What is it?’ I was waiting on what he had to say. He had his head down, like contemplating whether he should tell me or not. I was waiting for a while when he finally had his head up. He had a determine look but also tender same times.

 “May I have a dance with you?” he asked while smile slightly at me. I kept a steady face.
 He had a hopeful look, I could see in his eyes that he wanted me to say ‘yes’. I want him to guess whether if I say yes or no. But doing that is mean. I should grant his wish. “Sure.” I replied and broke into a smile. It was funny how the time was so right, because the slow song is now played. Like I said, such a coincidence. He held out his hand for me to take and I did, then he led me to the dance floor where other couples were scatter around, dancing with their mate. He slipped his hands on my waist while I place mines on his shoulder. Lights were shining with glimmer like stars, but I felt like it shines only above us. I felt like we were being alive out of the rest. I looked at TaeHoon straight in the eyes. For some reason, I thought his eyes look every much alike like my father’s.
 TaeHoon in his teens reminds me of my father, because I once saw a picture of him in his young age. In fact, he looks handsome like my father when he was young. This is like a part of my father was brought back in his early years. But funny how I’m dancing with someone, to only think about my father. TaeHoon stared intensely and tenderly at me while I look deep into his eyes, trying to read out his thoughts, but was not what I intend to do.
 We dance in a slow motion, following the song as the beat moves. This was a corny moment, but also sweet at the same time. He leaned in closer to me, wrapping his arms tighter around my waste. We were so close I can almost feel and hear the steady beatings of his heart. I couldn’t stare into his eyes anymore, afraid I would do something stupid. I turn sideways, past his face. For a sudden, I had a ticklish but relaxing and soothing feelings on my back. It was then I notice he sways and move his fingers slowly on my back. A weird feeling overcame me. I didn’t know what it is, but for all I know, it just appear out of nowhere. With one hand he move on my back, the other, he grab the front hair by the side of my face and tucked it behind my earlobe, then blew his breath into my ear, making me giggle. He stopped then lifts his head to my side ushering me to face him. I did. Our faces were now very, very close. I can smell the mint in his breath as he faces me. He inch his face closer to mine. I know what he attempted to do, but I don’t think it can be done. As much as I want to, there was something holding me back. It was only a matter of time whether he wants do this slowly to enjoy himself or he can do it faster, achieving what he wants. One more move, and our lips will be touched.

 “Don’t.” I said and still looked at him in the eyes while his stare into my lips. He stopped and inch his face back, slowly letting go of my waste. His face shows a hint of disappointment but still kept it straight. “Sorry.” He replied, looking at the ground. I wanted to say something in return, but couldn’t think of anything, so I decided to keep my mouth shut. Once again, we standing in silence filling over us, while none wanted to say something. I didn’t like this silence, not before, and not now. I probably know how he feels right now, but there wasn’t anything I can or could say to him, and besides that, I didn’t think it was necessary. After all, we just had an intimating moment back there. Speaking ourselves out would just make it more awkward. I turned and walk past him down to where Shin – Ae is, while he was still standing on the stage, alone.
 I didn’t bother to usher him for coming down, because he’ll know how to. I didn’t know why, but a pang of guilt rush over me. I wanted to know why, but I couldn’t, because I don’t know the answer. I turn back to glance at TaeHoon, and he still stood there, with his head down, adding to a depress face. I wanted to say something, anything, but as I was saying, I don’t know what.


 Chapter 16:

 Shin – Ae and I left at 6: 30. We didn’t come back till 9:45. Hope my parents are not home, or I’ll be dead. Shin – Ae walked her way back with Shin Soo, while I walk mine. For TaeHoon, he offered to take me home, I decline but he was persistent enough, so I had to give in. We walked side by side together. Silence and coldness is what surround us. Sometimes I can see him glance at me, it looks like he wanted to say something but decided to keep it shut. About 15 minute, we arrived at my house. I looked through the interior of the house to see no lights turned on. My guess was that my parents are not home yet. That’s good.

 “Thanks for taking me home.” I quietly said with my head down. I wanted to avoid eye-contacts as much as possible. I didn’t want to look at him after the incident we just had at the club. Not that it was weird, but too intimating. He didn’t seem to answer, so I picked up my feet and walk towards my house. I was half-way reaching the house, it was then he finally spoke up.

 “Good night.” He said and left. I turn around to only saw his back. I didn’t even have the chance to look at his face. Looking at his back, for some reason gave me these sorrow feelings. I don’t know why. In fact, I don’t know anything. I’m so confused at the moment. But I’m Jin Yong – Kyu, I don’t let things like this bother me.
 Entering the house was the silence that fills my ears again. I don’t know where the heck is my parents. But they can take care of themselves. As for me, I’m so damn tired right now I can’t even think straight. I walked up to the stairs, entering my room, and plop myself to bed. I looked above the ceiling, with thoughts wander around my mind. I need a shower, a really good one. I got up and went straight to the bathroom. Taking my lenses out, and place it on the counter by the sink then undress myself and went to the tub. The hot water fills my body, easing my muscles. It always feels so good to have a nice shower. After I’m done, I dress myself and dried my hair. Again, I looked at myself straight in the mirror. I touched my hair that once was long next to my ass is now only to the mid of my back. I lower my hands and touched the outside border of my eyes. I have hazel eyes, but I didn’t understand why. My father didn’t have hazel eyes, neither is my mother. But I inherited most of her looks. Why? All these thoughts are driving me nuts. I’ve been thinking too much lately. I just need some good sleep to ease myself. After done drying my hair, I went straight to bed.

Chapter 17:

I can’t believe this is the second time I’m late. Damn it! Mr. Jin is going to use this opportunity and used it against me. I know that old cunt. He always has something against me. ****. In fact, all nice lady and bastards are against me nowadays. Ah, what the fcuk. I don’t have time to think about this. I dress myself hurriedly in uniforms as I stagger back and forth. Putting on my shoes, grab my bags, I walk down the stairs, to notice my parents aren’t home yet. Whatever. Maybe they’ll be back when I’m home.
 I dash out of the house then locked the door and ran my way to the school. My luck just got better nowadays. I was running, but there was a weird feeling inside, telling me I forgot something, but what?
 I enter the class to have all eyes face me, again. But this time, it was different. People looked at me in shock, as if I’m from some other planet. Including Shin – Ae and Mr. Jin. Must be my new look huh? Yeah, I know, I got sexier. But for Shin – Ae, what was she so surprised about? She was the one that turn me into this.
 They still had that stupid face on them, I became irritated, so I glared at everyone. Of course, not Shin – Ae. After while, their expression changes. Girls now were rolling their eyes at me, while guys smirk, even one guy blow a kiss at me. I’m going to strangle him. “Late again miss Jin?” Mr. Jin asks me, interrupting my thought, with a sly smile on his face. What a jackass. “Sorry.” I replied not so sincerely. He looked at me in an arrogant way. “Sorry? Sorry isn’t going to do anything. You came in late is one thing, but disturbing my class is another thing.” He said purposely loudly. He was trying to humiliate me in front of the class, and I couldn’t do a damn thing about it. “See me after class.” He said for last time and resume on his teaching. I walked down the aisle to my seat but a girl purposely stuck her foot out, trying to trip me. I almost fell, but Shin – Ae came to my rescue before that nice lady even receive what she wants. I fell into Shin – Ae’s arms as she held me tight. After I got a hold of myself, I part from Shin – Ae and saw she was snarling and glaring at the girl who tried to trip me. I never knew Shin – Ae could look this mean. But what’s important is that she helped me from getting anymore humiliated. I drag her away on time just before she might go crazy and punch that girl in the face. We sat down on our seat, but her eyes never left me for some reason. I swear, I’m going to explode any second, even if she is my friend. What the heck is she looking at?

 “What is it?” I asked trying to keep my voice low, just in case that old hag hears it and might add a little special penalty for myself. And I sure won’t like it. “You’re…you’re different.” She said, still looking at me, without blinking. “Yeah I know. And thanks to you.” I replied carelessly while trying to pay attention. “No, your eyes…” She said lowly.
 I didn’t understand what she was trying to say. I turned to her with a confuse look. Then it hit me. All this time, the people were looking at my eyes, even Shin – Ae. That can only mean…I didn’t wear my contacts. ****. I turned and looked at her in shock. No wonder I had that funny feeling when I was on my way here.
 In a moment, I didn’t say anything, so was she. We kept silence. Then in a sudden, she broke into a smile and said, “Your eyes are beautiful. Don’t hide it.” I didn’t know if that was suppose to make me feel better or if that really was what she said from her heart. But in a way, it did make me feel better.

[amikimmi]

oooh no contacts..interesting..

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i'm glad i crack you up!!

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[DeepSorrow]

Yeah, i like hazel eyes too, but i don't think it would fit asian people like us.


Chapter 18:
 
After lunch, Shin – Ae and I walked around the school. She wasn’t over the incident and kept rambling on about how beautiful my eyes were, or how much sexier I looked now thanks to her. I’m becoming to be really irritated, but I tried keeping cool.
 It wasn’t much of a big deal. But sometimes, she’s just so annoying that I want to tape that yapping mouth of hers. But in the end I didn’t. I think I’m becoming too nice these days. Shin – Ae walked with a silly face while I just walked occupied in my thoughts. But we were disturbed by someone’s irritating voice. Yeah, you can guess, only Yang Ho Gyung has such annoying voice.
 
 “nice lady. Stop right there.” She said loudly as she approach to us with her clones. Uh oh.
 I turned around to face her. She had a shock and surprise look as she approach me. What’s with people and all their looks nowadays? But her face was quickly changed with a nice ladyy one as always. Her groups surround Shin – Ae and I, with Ho Gyung in front of us. Shin – Ae wasn’t scared, in fact, she was piss the fact now that more nice ladyes are here to bother us.
 “What the hell all you nice ladyes want?” Shin – Ae asked and growl. Ho Gyung looked like she wasn’t even mad at what Shin – Ae just said, instead tell her girls to drag Shin – Ae away, as she wants deal with me alone. “You’re a real girl you know that? First you were all over JinHwa, and now you’re all over TaeHoon too. What? You in need of guys or something?” every word she said pierced through my ear. Ouch, that’s harsh. “What are you talking about?” I asked confusedly. In truth, I am. I don’t know what the heck this girl is talking about. “Don’t lie hoe. I saw you all over JinHwa by the library just the other day, then yesterday, you were huddling with TaeHoon at the club!” She replied loudly and aggressively. God, her face is scaring me. She looks exactly like a tomato.
 “Really? How you know? You got proof?” I asked. No, I’m not trying to provoke her. Don’t worry, I’m not suicidal, but just how the hell does she know? She looked hesitate for a while, but still shot back at me. “I don’t need proof, cause I saw it with my own eyes.” That’s funny. I could’ve sworn I never saw her when JinHwa and I were together, as for the club, I don’t know, there was so many people. It wouldn’t be surprising if she saw us together, as in TaeHoon and I.
 I looked at her in a funny way, then walked away. She let out her arm, my guess was she was trying to grab my hair, but I caught in time, seeing this, she used her free leg and kicked me in the stomach, hard. I dropped her arm and fall to ground holding my stomach. ****, that hurts like fcuk. “Don’t walk away from me like that nice lady. That’s what you get.” She said in a squeaky voice. God, my stomach is hurting, but now my ears are hurting too. Thanks to her. Shin – Ae was not far from me, but not near enough to save me either. She was yelling and cussing at Yang Ho Gyung, while I lay on the ground, holding onto my stomach, looking so pathetic. Yang Ho Gyung did a pretty good job at ignoring Shin – Ae’s words, which got her more mad.

 “nice lady, let her go! If you lay a finger on her, I’ll make you pay! You hear me?! Fcuk, let me go you nice ladyes!!” she was yelling and cussing while trying to wiggle out from the grasp of Yang Ho Gyung’s clone. I hold onto my stomach while looking at Shin – Ae with a little amuse smile plaster on my face. I know it’s mean to be laughing at her while she was trying to help me. But I couldn’t help it. She looks so funny.

“What are you smiling at nice lady?” Ho Gyung’s high pitch voice broke my thought. There were no words intelligent enough to express Yang Ho Gyung’s voice. The only thing I could say was it’s plain annoying. “How about it’s you that I’m laughing at?” I asked while looking at her amusedly. “Watch that mouth of yours or I’ll make sure it doesn’t open again.” She replied madly through gritted teeth. I rolled my eyes then said, “How?”
 Aw man, did I felt regretted asking that. Angrily, she picked me up by the collar of my uniform, and slapped me hard across the face, making me stumble to the ground. I can taste the blood in my mouth, as a tip was plaster by the side of my lips. I wipe them away
And stood up, but using this chance as an advantage, Ho Gyung gave me another hard kick in the stomach. Fcuk, how did she got so strong? But I’m stupid enough to be thinking about this right now, because she picked me up again, trying out for another slap. I was too weak to defend myself due to the pain on my stomach. I closed my eyes and wait for another harsh slap. God help me. Boy, what a surprise, he did.

 “Don’t touch her.” The person’s voice was stern and steady. You can guess it was Shin TaeHoon right? Wrong. I open my eyes and turn to see Jung JinHwa holding Yang Ho Gyung wrist tightly. She slapped his hand from grabbing her but failed miserably. I could see in her eyes she was afraid of him, because her eyes were in tears. He was mercy enough to let her go, but it still left her with a red mark on her wrist. She rubbed her wrist while looking at me and JinHwa angrily then march out with her clones, finally letting go of Shin – Ae. I really am is a lucky person. Especially always to have a hot guy saved me every time. Only excluding Kang Shin Soo. I can already tell we were becoming enemy, if not one way, then the other.
 I collapse to the ground still holding to my stomach. Shin – Ae and JinHwa quickly were down to my side, aiding me. “Are you okay?” JinHwa asked worriedly. I looked at his handsome features with a smile on my face. I didn’t even have a chance to answer him, and before long, I was drowned in the darkness.

Chapter 19:

I woke up to see a white light piercing through my eyes. Am I in heaven? God, who am I kidding? I tried sitting up, with my stomach still hurts. Damn, that nice lady! I painfully moan while succeeding on sitting up. I examine the surrounding and notice I was in the nurse office. Must be Shin – Ae and JinHwa. I’ve been owing many people lately, especially of the ones that have helped me.
 I walked out the nurse office and into the school halls. Glancing at my watch to see it was already 2:45. It was almost time to go home. I missed three classes. Man, that suckass. I walked through the hallway and approach my class then open the door. I’ve been getting a lot of attentions lately. Because this is what I currently am getting right now. I swear, I’m going to poke whoever’s eyes that are looking at me. Gosh, I know I’m sexy okay? Jesus, calm down. I enter the class without having to be question by my teacher. I guess Shin – Ae and JinHwa told her. And another thing, she’s not an old hag like Mr. Jin. Walking myself to my seat to see Shin Soo gave me a girly eyes-rolling. I ignored it and continue to my seat, until I trip over something, or not yet, but almost, because I was saved once more by my handsome hero, JinHwa. I fell into his arms as he tightly holds onto me. I turned around and saw Shin Soo quickly put his foot into position. Bastard. I couldn’t believe he would do this to me. What have I done to him?
 Being still in the arms that my hero saved me, Shin Soo looked at us angrily with a rage of jealousy. Did I just say ‘jealousy’? Man, didn’t that sound weird. Well, not ‘us’ but more like ‘me’ only. JinHwa hadn’t notice as he was still holding onto me with a stare.
 Shin Soo turned back to the front, still angry, while I was still in JinHwa’s arm. I turn to face him in a close manner. We were so close, in fact, too close. Before humiliating myself, I got out of his hold, in case he sees me turn red like a tomato. He sat down on his seat calmly as if nothing happened. I did the same thing and turn to the class to see everyone were still staring. Or have they been witnessing that scene the whole time?
 My, what a hectic day.
 After school, I walked with Shin – Ae out to the school. Yeah, she was nice enough to walk me home just because she was afraid I would encounter those nice lady again, which I think is possible. We walked pass by a bulletin board, to see many people surrounding it.
 Shin – Ae being the curious person she is, decide to drag me to see what the amusement is all about. What’s so interesting anyway? We squeeze our way in, and saw some interesting news. It was an announcement we were to have a special dance night before we were to graduate. That’s right, I’ve been so busy that I almost forgot it was actually our last year here. As much as this place is full of nice ladyes and bastards it was, I was going to miss this place. I don’t know why. I guess this place left me with some unforgettable memories. The dance was going to start in 1 week before out graduation. Time fly by so fast. I was afraid I wouldn’t know what to do as I know I haven’t accomplished anything for myself but only troubles. People scatter away after knowing the news, as for me, I just stood there looking like an idiot while Shin – Ae sounded so excited with the news. But when was she not? That would be a surprise if she wasn’t.
 

Chapter 20:

 I hadn’t forgot that I had detention with Mr. Jin. I didn’t really wanted to go, but what choice do I have? If I don’t go, he’ll probably double the amount of time that I had to stay, or maybe lower my grade. Yeah, I know, I don’t sound like a good girl huh? But I am. Shin – Ae on the other hand, is still excitedly squeaking about the news that was posted on the bulletin. I swear, sometimes I just want to tape that yapping mouth of hers, but in the end, I didn’t. I kind of regret not doing it when I had the chance.
 She was nice enough to stay with me during the detention. She said she didn’t want me going home alone, something bad could happen to me and plus, now that I got more sexy, it might be dangerous, especially with perverts. How considerate of her. Should I be thankful? Nah, I don’t think it’s needed.
 Walking through the hall, I made a right to Mr. Jin’s class. Entering the class was no one but him including Shin – Ae and I. We took a seat together, then I faced Mr. Jin for his instructions. For a moment, he just looked at me, and said, “You’re late…2 minutes. You only had to stay for 30 minutes, but it seems you like taking your time, so 30 times 2 is 60. You can enjoy staying here for an hour.” That’s it, jackass. Now you’re going to get what you deserve. Angrily, I marched up to him and punch him straight in the face, then kick him in his family’s jewelry, making him kneel, then I jabbed my elbow on his back, making him crouched down, almost unconscious. But no. Because that was what I wished I could have done. Darn it. He faced Shin – Ae and continues, “As for you, miss Kang, you can stay if you like. But if I were you, I wouldn’t.” he finish and sat down, continuing doing whatever he was before for god knows what it is. As for Shin – Ae, she didn’t care and just gave him a careless look. I hate to say this, as much as annoying and a brat sometimes she is, she is a good friend. But why do I feel I regret saying that?
 
 I madly stomped, kick here and there on wherever or whatever I see. I’m fcuking piss. Why? I don’t know. But I just am. Maybe because I had to stay with that old cunt for an hour doing ****less. I could see him smirk from the corner of my eyes when we left. For Shin – Ae, she was enjoying watching the scene of me humiliating myself in the street. Didn’t I say I felt regret saying she was good friend? I did huh? Well, I do, now. It was a wrong choice of her trying to provoke me. I seriously want to strangle her right now. For one thing, she was laughing at me, and now, she’s talking about that news from the bulletin again.

 “Yong – Kyu, what do you think I should wear for the dance? I think I should wear something that makes me look elegant but sexy at the same time. That’s how I can catch attention from guys. What do you think?” she asked while dreamingly think to herself. God, I can practically see the stars in her eyes. “I don’t know.” I answered carelessly and shrugged. She frowned at my answer, but still went back her happy go jolly.
 For the whole time I walked her home, she kept asking questions and bothering me without letting a poor person like me to have some peace for myself. I regret offering for taking her home. She just doesn’t know when to shut up, and I didn’t have the courage to even make her shut up. I don’t know. Its weird, I always complain, but never did I do actions about it. I think I’m becoming a wimp these days. On the worst side, Shin – Ae is forcing me to go to the mall with her again. I think I’m going to die soon. I hated that place, more, I despise it. It’s so crowded, how can anyone stand a place like that? I guess only people like her.
She said she needed a new dress for the dance and so was I. But what was so excited about that she had to get all prepared for? This is a dance, not a wedding for god sake.

 I finally got rid of Shin – Ae before I was about to be explode. After I walked her home, I turn and made my way back to my own. Walking down on the street of Seoul with a cold breeze washing over my face is what I like to do best. Having a moment to myself is not what I always get. Not that I never do, but it’s not so frequent.
 Walking past by a coffee shop was the most interesting scene I’ve ever seen. Not that it was the coffee shop itself, but something intriguing. Want to know what it is? Yang Ho Gyung together with Kang Shin Soo, sitting by a window view.

[amikimmi]

ooo..interesting..post more

[icebloqu]

oohhh whats goin on here XD lol pls post soon ^^b liked it

[iamsars]

ahahahaha no wonder.. Yang Ho Gyung prolly forcing Kang Shin Soo to act like he is =O

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[DeepSorrow]

Chapter 21:

 I didn’t know whether I should be surprise or shock, or I guess both. But Yang Ho Gyung with Kang Shin Soo is something I would never imagine. Even though she was also one of the few girls that have asked Shin Soo out, I would never thought them sitting here together, not to mention he was once rejected her. How intriguing. To be honest, I kind of nosy right now. In a good way, I’m curious on what they’re talking about. Its funny seeing Yang Ho Gyung with a frown. All the times I’ve seen her was with a snobby look or nice ladyy. This is a first, and quite amusing. She looked like she’s crying, due to her having a puffy eyes and a red nose. While Shin Soo had a stern and dangerous look. Now I’m really curious. But I’m experienced enough to know curiosity only get you into trouble. Lets hope I can pass without them noticing. Tiptoeing, I try walking myself while using my coat to cover my face. Yeah, I know. I must have looked like a pathetic rat trying to get away from the chase of a cat. Another thing is, I succeeded passing them without noticing. I breathe hard after I was far away from their sight. I don’t know, but I felt weird right now. Why was I running away from them? This question never appeared until now. In fact, I realized I’ve always wanted avoid both of them. It was a thing I’ve always tried, but usually the outcome turns opposite. I’ve encountered them more than avoid them. It’s just a weird feeling whenever I saw them, either Yang Ho Gyung or Kang Shin Soo. Funny how I used to have such a crush on Shin Soo, but now it was shatter with a different feeling. An afraid, if that’s what it is. Not scared, but afraid. Why? I don’t know. For all I know or see, there was never a good thing whenever I’m with either of them. Yeah, they’re like devils coming after me, but usually failed by someone. Its either Shin TaeHoon and Jung JinHwa. Yang Ho Gyung and Kang Shin Soo are like devils while Shin TaeHoon and Jung JinHwa are like angels to me. Weird huh?

 It was 5:00 when I arrived home. The sun was setting and it was turning dark outside. Good thing I got home before it was completely dark and also history doesn’t have to repeat itself like last time when I almost got myself rape. Opening the door, I saw my parents sitting together on the couch, eating snack while watching t.v. I don’t like saying this, but they really do look like a good married couple. I watched them without noticing a small smile appeared on my lips. I was in thoughts but my father’s voice interrupted.

“ Yong – Kyu, you’re home. How was school?” my father asked happily, but my mother still had her face glue to the television. I ignored it and answered, “Its fine. Where were you for two days?” my father looked a little sad when I asked him. He had his head down. From the lights view reflecting, I can see something sparkle in his eyes. Tears.
 “We went to Pusan for your aunt’s funeral. She died two days before. It was so sudden we couldn’t tell you, so all we could do was to leave a small note.” He finished while blinking trying to make the tears go away. Crying is a weak thing to do, and especially coming from my father. I never saw him cry before and dislike it. But I couldn’t blame him. My aunt was his sister. She was the youngest out of all his family. It surprise me she died, but that wasn’t enough to shock me. I came over, sat down on the couch and gave him a warm hug. I miss him even though it has only been two days. As for my mother, I don’t know. She didn’t bother even glancing at me ever since I was home. And she seemed fine, I guess she doesn’t need any concern or greet from me. I could feel my father crying silently over my shoulder. I wanted to say something to help him feel better, but there wasn’t a thing came out of my mouth. In the end, I hugged him all night, and I guess I fell asleep on his shoulder. Weird.


 Chapter 22:

 Waking up, I smell the scent of food. My stomach started to growl. Well, of course, I hadn’t eaten anything last night ever since I was home. I looked over at the clock and it read 6:15. I still have time to give myself a good bath. Lazily, I got out, grab my uniform, and went to the washroom. After 20 minutes or so, I got out, dried my hair, and dash downstairs for food. I feel like I’m going to drool any minute.

 “Up Yong – Kyu? Are you hungry? Eat something before going to school.” He said while I just nodded like an idiot. He laughed looking at me weirdly. I guess this is the first time I ever acted funny and weird, even in front of my parents. Maybe I purposely did it, just to make my father feels a little better. I sat down on the table and gobble up the food. God, that felt like heaven. Did I tell you my father is a great cook? He cooks a lot of delicious food, but its too bad he doesn’t do it a lot, and it’s usually my mother that does the job. Not to mention he works through the night, sometimes he doesn’t even come home till 11 or 12. There are times when I didn’t saw him for a day. So how can he cook for us? Thinking about it kind of got me sad. I think I’m becoming a sissy nowadays. I shake the thoughts and continue eating.
 After finish eating, I grab my bag and head for the door, but my father’s voice stopped me. “Wait Yong – Kyu, I will take you to the school today.” That kind of got me surprised. He never took me to school, except the times when I was in elementary school. Its been long since he takes me to school. This got me to reminisce the old time we spent together when I was still small. He would take me to park or buy me ice cream whenever we were out. I had really missed those times.

 “Sure.” I replied and smile. He helped my mother clean the dishes, then grab the keys and head both of us out to the door. My father may be a man, but he’s very responsible, even with little things, he make sure it doesn’t go wrong. I got onto his Silver BMW and we left for my school. The car passed views by views in front of my eyes. My face was gazing to the right, looking outside the window views. In a moment, someone walking by the streets caught my eyes. I looked clearly and saw that it was Shin TaeHoon. I hadn’t seen him all day yesterday actually, now that I remembered. He had a hand carrying his bag over his shoulder, with the other on his pockets. He had his head down, as if in deep thoughts. He looked so sad. I didn’t know why, but I felt like it was my fault. The car was passing him, as I turned all my body around and glance at him before he was out of sight.
 Looking at him now for some reason give me these sorrow feelings, like last time.
 
We arrived at my school, and quickly I gave my dad a peck on the cheek and left. I enter the school grounds and saw Kang Shin Soo walked casually putting his hand on his pockets with the other one carrying his bag. Why are all Jiangs gesture so much alike? I walked behind him, well, for one thing, I don’t want him to see me. It was then I saw Yang Ho Gyung walked from my back and pass me. And I thought she saw me. Good god, I guess we all have the same uniform, that’s why she couldn’t tell. I was so close on guessing she would be by Shin Soo side, but instead, she walked past him, as if not knowing him at all. How interesting. They just seemed to have an intimating conversation yesterday, and today, they act like strangers to each other. What a good couple. Want to know why? For one thing, they both act well, and two, the girl is a nice lady and the guy is a bastard. I know, good combinations huh? I really am so agree to this. But of course, it’s my idea. After they were out of sight, I enter my class and begin another great but boring day. How fun.


Chapter 23:

I hadn’t like it very much when I found out we had to do a special report or whatever that **** is before we were to graduate. This totally sucks ass. I dislike doing work at the end of the year, plus now that I’m graduating.

 “Fcuk! I don’t want to do any of that crap!” Shin – Ae madly yelled and stomped on the ground. That was supposed to be me saying it. No fair. “Damn right. Bunch of jackasses.” I added in. She didn’t say anything afterwards, but still kept an angry face.
 Yeah, she must’ve been angry since now this incident is happening, she won’t have time to plan out for the dance. So obvious. But what was I angry about? Well, the thing is, they could’ve told us to do this sooner, then we’ll have more time on it. That **** project is due in two weeks! Damn.
We walked our way to the cafeteria, with no one offering to say anything. I didn’t know how long I was daze in my thoughts, but someone’s voice startled me.

 “What made you so angry?” I turn to the voice to see Jung JinHwa. He looked handsome, as always. The fine straight jaw line, with a beautiful features. I notice Shin – Ae isn’t by my side anymore. I must’ve been daze in my thoughts, and so was she, that’s why we were split without knowing it. “Nothing.” I tiredly answered. From the corner of my eyes, I can see he wanted to say something and was contemplating about it “What is it?” I irritated asked, but in truth, I’m just curious. I’m becoming too curious these days.
 “Are you going to attend the dance night?” he asked. There seems to be hesitation in his tone, as if he was afraid of asking it. “Depends.” I shortly replied. It was a short answer, but it seems to make him happy. Jeez, it’s not like I’m really going. I ignored it and kept walking. Walking towards the cafeteria. Shin – Ae is probably waiting for me right there.

 JinHwa offered to walk me here, and I didn’t say anything, but I didn’t decline it either.
 We reached the line for lunch and I saw Shin – Ae was standing by a side waiting for someone. “Shin – Ae!” I yelled out to her, but not loud enough to caught attentions from others. She heard my voice and ran up to me and JinHwa. For a moment, she looked at me to JinHwa, then a nasty smile appears on her lips. Oh no, you don’t. She started to wiggle her eyebrows up and down. I gave her a stern look but she ignored it and still went on. I looked over at JinHwa and he had a confuse look with a childish expression as he turns to me and smile idiotically. I couldn’t resist, so I smile back. He looked so cute and adorable at the same times. But what the hell was I thinking to even think of him like this? This ain’t me. I stopped and looked straight ahead to the line. But then again, someone’s voice yelled out.

 “JinHwa!” I didn’t need to turn to the voice to see who it is. Because it was no other than Shin TaeHoon who have such loud voice. Okay, so in the end, I decided to turn around. But to my surprise, Kang Shin Soo also came along. He didn’t said anything, but the first thing he did was looked at JinHwa then to me. I didn’t like this at all. I can tell he was misunderstanding something between me and JinHwa, because I can see it in his eyes. Wait a minute. Is he gay?! And how the hell did I come up with that? I think I’m seriously thinking too much.

 “Want to join us?” JinHwa asked friendly as TaeHoon approach. I ignore their conversation and wait in line quietly with Shin – Ae. I could tell TaeHoon is looking at me while talking with JinHwa from the corner of my eyes. “That’s what I’m here for.”
 He replied, as in TaeHoon. I took another glance at them and to still see Shin Soo looking at me. I swear, he fcuking look at me one more time, I’m going to poke his eyes out. But lucky for him, he turned to a different direction and towards JinHwa and TaeHoon.

 We sat eating lunch together with only TaeHoon and JinHwa talking and laughing with each other while the rest of us ate quietly, and I prefer this way also. I took a glance around while turning sideways to see Yang Ho Gyung appear from behind my back, but didn’t approach me. Probably because TaeHoon and JinHwa is here. She walked past me, while I observe her carefully. She glanced at Shin Soo while he just looked at her in a careless ways. I’m really curious what’s got it between them. But do I even have time to think about this? I still have fcuking project to be worry about. Damn it. Life really sucks for me.

 After lunch, we separate our ways and head to class. TaeHoon said he wanted to take me to my class but I turned him down. I hated whenever he would give me a sorrow face, because in a way, it would make me feel guilty about it. So in the end, he took Shin – Ae to her class instead. As for JinHwa and Shin Soo, they walked together to class, laughing and talking to each other. Shin Soo changes so much whenever he’s around JinHwa. I couldn’t understand Shin Soo. He looked so protective towards JinHwa, and if anyone comes near him, he’ll sure will tear them up to pieces, especially girls. I guess. He is gay. Right? Man, even thinking about this is giving chills down my spine.

 I enter the class and walked towards my seat, but someone stood up and purposely bumped me hard on my shoulder, making me fall to the floor. And that someone can only be Yang Ho Gyung. She’s a big nice lady that is. I sat on the floor, scrutinizing her. I seriously swear she has problems. In fact, everyone have problems nowadays. What’s their problem with me anyway? Fcuk. I’m fcuking piss. I’m going to strangle her any minute. But why couldn’t I do anything to her while she was having fun torturing me around? Even I couldn’t answer this question. I guess I really am becoming me wimp these days. Where’d all my pride go?
 
 I glared at her endlessly without taking my eyes off. But I won’t last long, and doing this isn’t going to help rip her up. Then I felt someone beside me. I turned and face JinHwa. ****, I could’ve sworn I almost kissed him on the cheek the moment I turned. He held me by my shoulders and led me stand up. He stared hard at Yang Ho Gyung before leading me to my seat. At the right moment, the teacher enters the class. Now she’s here? God.

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[DeepSorrow]

Thanks for still supporting me guys!! These couple chapters wil be boring, but bear with me. I'm trying to make the story progress as good as possible.

 Chapter 24:

My father had came by and picked me up. He’s becoming too nice. Why the sudden change? Well, does it matter? As long I can get out of this school, life will be normal for me again. My dad drove while I face out the window. Somehow, looking at the views got me sleepy, and I guess I did.

 Waking up, I found my self in a car from the backseat. But a different one. As I find it unrecognizable. I looked around in the car and saw a shadow sitting by me in the dark. We were in a place that I did not recognize and was pitch black that I couldn’t see anything except a dim light from the moon, barely reflecting us.

 “Where am I?” I asked. It was funny how I’m not scared at all when I’m with a stranger with unfamiliar surroundings. The person didn’t say anything. I could already tell the shadow was a male. And a hot one too. By his figure. I patiently waited for him to answer. Don’t push it guy, I have limits. And luck for him, he made a right choice for answering before a blow appears on his face.

 “You’re awake.” Was what he only said. I still had my eyes fixed on him without moving. I waited to see what he had to say. But he didn’t. In a sudden, he advanced closer to me. I tried moving back, and only succeeding in touching the car door. I’m not being frantic, just don’t want something to happen. Plus, he can be a rapist, who knows?
 My head touch the door with my body still in the seat. I tried reaching for the door handle, but it won’t open. ****. The shadow advanced further next to me. His face was clearly visible as the moonlight reflected onto his face to reveal…Jung JinHwa…what the?

 “Don’t be afraid.” He said barely audible. He led out his hand for me to take it, and I did. He pulled me towards him with a slow movement. I was soon by his side with no words came out of my mouth. It was so quiet. I couldn’t hear anything, except the fast beatings of my heart. It was pitch black, yet I could still see his face so visibly. His soft breathing, his slow movement as he picked up his hand and massage the strand of my hair, then tucked it behind my earlobe. “Don’t be afraid.” He whispered softly for the last time as he pulled me in a passionate kiss. His soft lip dancing with mine, sending a tingling sensation down to my spine and on my skin. He lips soon parted and position under my neck, leaving soft reserved feeling. I picked my hands and massage his hair tenderly with his lips touching and moving from my neck. “Don’t do this.” I said softly, but it ended up sounding more like a suppressed moan. Without seeing, I can feel the smile and the satisfaction on his face. “Be mine tonight.” He whispered and begins unbuttoning my shirt. It seems like eternity for us. I grew aware now that my shirt has been completely unbutton and how close we really are right now. He laid me down on the seat and lay on top of me, leaving more soft kiss on my neck then down to my heart. I’m going to be his tonight.


 Chapter 25:

 Will I? I don’t think so. Because for some fcuking reason, I found myself laying the floor under my bed. Jung JinHwa is giving me nightmares. I picked myself up from the ground and stretch. After done, I glance over at the clock and it reads only 5: 45. I was sleeping in the car, I guess my father had to carry my up here. I hope I’m not too heavy.
 I left the room and head for the shower to get a good bath. After done, I brush my hair. For a moment, a sudden feeling rushed over me. I picked my hands up and place the thin fingers on my lips. Tracing the spot where Jung JinHwa had kissed me in my dreams. I dosed off in my thoughts and had not noticed a smile appear on my face. Shaking my head, I finished what I was doing and head downstairs for dinner. Yeah, my family eats this early. But to me, it’s not early at all. Times pass fast. Saving as much time as possible is my goal for right now.

 The family what I called a family is not what I sometimes feel at all. There are times we don’t speak to each other. Like right now. Eating quietly while looking at nowhere except our food plate. “How is School?” my father’s voice boomed over the whole house, making me startle. I think I’ve been startled too much lately. Or was it jumpy?
 “It’s fine.” I answered without thinking. Then a thought crosses my mind. “We have a promotion dance night next week.” I said again. I glance over at my father and he just nodded. “We’ll need to get you a dress.” He said without glancing at me. “Is that necessary?” I asked looking direct at him. “Why not? It’s a dance you should attend. You don’t get much promotion dance from a high school. Besides, you’re graduating soon. I want you to go.” This seems to be the end of our conversation. And once again, we all ate silently.
 
 I had started on my special report that was required as it says. I was supposed to make a portfolio about myself. It’s not hard but complicated. I had hoped I could accomplish it before the dance. In truth, I had really wanted to go to that dance, but I was just lying to myself and everyone. But I guess I wanted to go because it’s my last year here. Or it may be cause I want to go. But who cares. The fast I’m finished with this, the better.
 
 For the rest of the week, I had spent most of my time doing the project, trying to make it perfect, unlike last time, I had so less time, I couldn’t even afford my self a good grade.
 But such a miracle, I finished it two days before it was due, so now, it means I can have all the times to myself.

 “Let’s go to the mall. We need get something sexy for ourselves.” Shin – Ae excitedly said. Yeah, she was a good student. In fact, better than me. She had used all her time on her project so that she can have more time planning for the dance. And she even finished it before me one day. No fair. “I’m going to ditch you.” I said carelessly. “You wouldn’t dare, or I’ll strangle you.” She replied scary. Okay, so I gave in. “My dad will take us.” I said shortly and made our way to my house. This is going to another day of torture. I want to go to the dance, but with this much, I’d rather not go.


 Chapter 26:

 “Ooooo.!! And Oooo look at that!! So sexy!!” Shin – Ae beamed while pointing everywhere. Yup, we’re in hell, as in the last place I want to be in. Mall. My father took Shin – Ae and I to pick a dress out for ourselves. He’s been so generous lately. I wonder why. But I didn’t like thinking too much. Hurts my head, besides I’ve been thinking too much lately. For a while, I had to put my head down, Shin – Ae was embarrassing me. I didn’t want to think people to have a thought I would be crazy like her too just because I’m with her. I’m mean aren’t I? Oh well.

 “Try this, and try this! Oh and try this too!” god my ears are hurting already. This is like the second time in my life I’ve been doing a fashion show. Except this time with my father here. Shin – Ae picked all kind of dresses then threw at me to change. I dislike doing this. Why am I torturing myself for her and for this stupid dance anyway? Damn.
 It had been about at least ten dresses I’ve just tried out. They’re all beautiful, but not my taste. Until my father chose out a dress for me. It was a silk dress with a long slit on the left side of the dress, showing a great ideal of thigh, if I was to wear it. Adding to it was a tube top but was connected with a thin piece of cloth going across the chest and going around the back as across too. The bottom was a pointy tail touching greatly to the ground. It was elegant and beautiful. Not to mention black too. Just how I like it.

 Today was a hectic day. I’m tired like hell. When it comes to shopping, Shin – Ae always manage to have such great strength on herself. I admired her for that. But this is Kang Shin – Ae we’re talking about. She always has energy while I was always the one who’s always tired. “Oh my gosh, like, you look so gorgeous on that dress. Like, why did you have to cover up that sexy body? I’d be like, crazy over you, if was a guy.” Where’d all the ‘like’ came from anyway? I ignored her while she kept rambling about whatever it is that I don’t feel like listen to.

 “Bye Yong – Kyu. Thanks for the drive home, Mr. Jin.” Shin – Ae said and left. Finally, a moment to myself. I’m really eager to go the dance right now. I just can’t wait. But this is so not like me. Where was all the ‘serious’ and ‘not care’ Yong – Kyu? I’ve changed a lot recently. I seriously think Shin – Ae is infecting me with her ‘Shin – Ae virus’.
 As in the only thing now is wait till that day comes.


Chapter 27:

 Boy, was I happy today. I got an ‘A’ on my special report project. My hard work had not been in vain at all. Though, there was one small thing. Shin – Ae had 5 points over mine. Teacher says ‘she took her time’. So did I jackass. But it was still better than last time. In truth, I really think Mr. Jin has something against me, and I hated him for it.
 
 “Yong – Kyu, my love, the day has finally come.” Jeez, didn’t that sound gay. The only person who would ever say that is Shin – Ae. I turned to see her head on top, as if she’s glorious or something. “Whatever.” I said and rolled my eyes.
 For the rest of day, I spent my time in class doing nothing but dazing out. The thought of attending the dance gives me butterflies in my stomach. Not to forget, today was the day.

 “I’ll come by your house ok?” Shin – Ae left and asked, or was it stated? I didn’t say anything but just nodded. I picked up my foot and left. I walked facing ahead, but a honk from the car distracted me. I turned my right and saw my father in his car. “Get in.” he said shortly and motioned his hand for me to come in. I stepped inside the car as we were driven away. I stayed quiet the whole time. There was no need to say anything.

 
 The bell rang from my house. Then it stopped. I can feel the person or whoever it is has entered. I already know who it is. From the bathroom, I heard footsteps coming up to my room. “I’m here Yong – Kyu!” Shin – Ae yelled from my room across of my bathroom. “Wait!” I replied loudly. Trying to dress my self in a robe, I brush my hair, then stepped out. The moment I was out, Shin – Ae was in my closet digging into my stuff. I dislike people touching my stuff. “What are you doing?” I asked calmly. She didn’t said anything and continue digging my stuff. For a moment, I waited, and it seems she found what she was looking for. My dress.

 “Wear it.” She said shortly and pushed me back in the bathroom. As for her, I guess she changed in my room, since I saw a bag of stuff on my bed. After 5 minutes or so, I got out of the bathroom. ****, I swear, the dress felt like a piece trash. I had a hard time putting it on so much. Why didn’t I ask for help? God, I’m so stupid.

 “Oh my god, you’re so beautiful. But we’re not done yet.” Quickly, she pushed me in front of my drawer and did my hair, then applied make up for me. My hair was curled on layer tail and was clipped half way, making me look elegant and mature. Choosing out my accessories, she put a pair of simple earrings on me, and chose out the necklace, to go with my dress and appearance. The earrings were simple but pretty, together with a thin necklace with a heart shaped face. Applying a faint and thin make up on me, she also chose out a pair of matching heels, as I stepped my foot on it.
 Examining myself in the mirror, I did not expect someone reflecting back to me that I did not recognized. I am different. I could not recognize myself at all. As if I possess someone’s body. I dosed of looking at myself while Shin – Ae took her time to do her make up and hair. When she was done, I was speechless. She looked so beautiful. At this moment, I even I envied her more. She was gorgeous, as if no flaw can be defined out of her looks. There was no ways to express how she looks like. But all I know, she was beautiful. Second time, I dosed off. Except this time, at her.

 Walking downstairs, I could already felt the butterflies in my stomach. At the last step, I turned to my parents. My father had a huge smile on his face, while my mother had a slightly shock face, but it was soon turned into a small smile. I had not seen her smiling to me like that in a long time…

 “Both of you are beautiful.” It was my mother who spoke up. I faced her and slightly had my head down. In my heart, I thanked her. “Come on, girls. You’re going to be late.” My father voice broke my thought then usher Shin – Ae and I to leave. “Have fun.” My mother said last time before I stepped out. I smiled back and left.
 
 I’m nervous but excited at the same time, though I didn’t wan to show it, just in case Shin – Ae might tease me about it. I could tell Shin – Ae felt the same. She kept fiddling with her fingers and wouldn’t sit still.

 “We’re here girls.” My father announced and we stepped out of the car. I gave my father a short peck and left inside with Shin – Ae. Together, we headed towards the front gate of the school.

[amikimmi]

she dreamt about Jung JinHwa? Interesting. Kepp it up! you are doing a great job.

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 Chapter 28:

The ball dance was set in the school’s auditorium, which was located on the last upper floor of the building. It was wide and huge with enough space for everyone. Students were chatting nosily as they head in the school. There were couples hand in hand walking with each other intimately. That kind of got me jealous. No, I’m just playing.
 The room were noisy as Shin – Ae and I enter. It was crowded and full of excitement as students cheers. I looked around, searching for no one. Shin – Ae on the other hand, went to her brother, Shin Soo. It was a good thing he was talking to someone and didn’t notice me. This place is crowded, but it was the first time I enjoy it. People were scattering everywhere. Dancing, eating, conversation with one another, or do whatever they were doing. I turned and found something caught my attention. A balcony. It had a glass door with curtain hanging on the wall. Approaching, I grab the door handle and pulled it open. Cold winds brush my face as I stepped outside. The breeze were cold but refreshing, giving me chills down my spine and leave goosebumps on my skin.
 A warm hand was placed on my cold shoulder, leaving a warm sensation.

“You’re beautiful tonight.” The person’s voice was a merely soft whisper, leaning in and traveling down to my numb ears. “Aren’t I always?” I asked as if testing. Was I? “Tonight…you’re different.” I turned and faced Jung JinHwa. He had black slacks with a blue silk shirt inside. Black over blue. Nice. With messily spikes, but in a way, it looked neat. The scent of his cologne traveling to my nose, left me with an unforgettable trace of smell. “So do you.” I replied and looked up to him straight in the eyes. He looked different tonight. Hotter, and sophisticated. But wasn’t he always? We were in a close manner, and I could smell the special mint with an edge of kiwi in his breath. He held up his hand and traces my cheeks with his warm fingers, and leaned in closer to me, as if attempting to do something he should not be doing, but then again, it was not what I had thought.

 “May I have a dance?” he asked in a low whisper. His face was still close to mine, not moving an inch. I didn’t shake my head, neither did I answer, but instead I took his warm hands into mine, and usher him to the front of the dance floor. We walked together to the front to see all other intimate couple dance to themselves as if the whole world did not exist. Out of all, I was not surprised to see Kang Shin Soo dancing with…Yang Ho Gyung. I had to admit, she looked beautiful tonight. Her hair was tied in a messy bun with a bright red tube top dress that goes down to her feet, covering it. She was sexy. Still, I did not find her as attractive as Shin – Ae. I’m not being loyal, just honest. As for another interesting couple, I found what the most interesting thing was Shin TaeHoon dancing with Shin – Ae. TaeHoon also had black slacks, but with his hair all brushed back neatly, showing him in a more mature, but good looking way. I had never seen them together before and this was a first. It was surprising, but they fitted with each other. They danced together when TaeHoon caught me looking. He didn’t say anything but kept looking at me. I couldn’t tell what he was thinking, not to mention the distance between us. I’d be god if I knew. Turning my gaze back to JinHwa, I still had his hand in mine. I had forgotten about it. Walking before me, he pulled me in a warm embrace and our bodies move slowly to the beat. My hands were tightly placed into his shoulder, with his hand on my waist. This moment had reminded me a lot of the time when I was with TaeHoon at the club. But this is JinHwa, not TaeHoon.

 “What made you look so occupied?” JinHwa’s voice interrupted my thoughts, almost causing me to jump. I didn’t answer but gave him a small smile. He smiled warmly back, and this time, held my body closer to his. Our bodies were extremely close, I can feel the warm essence on his body, causing me to go warmer. In a position, I found TaeHoon looking at us with a jealous and hurt look. Shin – Ae had her back faced, with only TaeHoon’s head facing me. I looked at him straightly, expressing no emotions. In awhile, I had to avoid his gaze. It was too much. I tried digging my eyes lower into JinHwa’s shoulder. It had helped. Our position was also moved and scatter out of TaeHoon’s eye view. I held my head up and looked around to see TaeHoon was nowhere visible from my eyes. I was relieved. I felt relieved. Why? I don’t know, but I felt a guiltiness rushed through me whenever I looked at him. Or him looking at me. Then I felt a hand touched my cheek. Looking up, I see JinHwa smiling slightly at me with his hand still tenderly touching my cheek.

 “You’re unrecognizably sexy tonight. And such beautiful eyes you’re having.” He leaned in and whispers, making my ear tickle. But I resisted in giggling. I didn’t have anything in mind to say back, so I kept quiet. He began kissing my earlobes and slightly blew his breath in my ears. Jiangs not only look good, have the same taste in clothes, but also the same gesture. Guys just like to blow their breath in my ear so much. I wonder why. This is even too funny to think of.
 I had found out my hands were no longer on JinHwa’s shoulder, instead, it was wrapped on his neck. I had grew aware now that the position we are in. I felt the part of my dress is slowly lifted up. And was I right. The slit part was on the upper part of my thigh, where it can show even a better ideal of my thigh. My legs are feeling cold.

 “JinHwa, there are people here.” I quietly said. I can feel the satisfaction on his face with a smile. “And who’s going to stop me?” he replied quietly into my ears. He had not let go of my dress, and I did not resist either. “People are going to look.” I honestly don’t want people to look and take this wrongly. He faced me, still with his hand on my thigh, slightly massaging it. “Then…tell me you don’t like me.” he said, scrutinizing into my eyes. “I don’t like you.” I answered without thinking. “Then…tell me you don’t want me.” I was speechless on this one. And I could tell he could see the changes of my eyes. He had read out my thoughts, and I don’t like that. In a sudden, he softly pulled me closer to him and embraces me in a warm passionate kiss. I didn’t resist like last time, but to give in instead. My body could not resist itself, and I couldn’t either. I was sucked in a world I know I should not be in. But I want to enjoy the moment that I have right now. He kept his lips together with mine as were in a bittersweet French kiss. His soft lips brushed against mine, leaving an everlasting feelings through my lips. JinHwa has great advantage of me, kissing while massaging my thigh. Should I slap him after this?

 “You taste sweet…and beautiful.” He broke the kiss between us. I had my eyes closed and smile. “So do you.” I replied then open my eyes. He smiled at me and brought us together on a hug while dancing. I turned a different position and saw Kang Shin Soo appeared not far away from us. ****, I swear I could have almost faint. He looked at us angrily without JinHwa knowing it and left. Yang Ho Gyung was behind his back as she also looked at us angrily and marched out together with Shin Soo. I had ignored it and enjoyed my last moment here. Tomorrow…tomorrow will be my last day here…our last day here. And what becomes of us?


 Chapter 29:
 
 The promotional night didn’t end around 11: 30, almost midnight. The incident had made me wonder how I was ever going to face Jung JinHwa again. I’m so confused at the moment. I had wished I could stay in JinHwa’s arms forever without having to think about this. JinHwa had left early because he had an urgency problem at home when receiving his calls. I never heard JinHwa mentioning anything about his family, but he seemed so worried after receiving the call. Before he left, I can see the look in his eyes as he gave me a last kiss before leaving. I now touch the spot where he had kissed me twice in one night.
 Ever since Shin Soo left with Yang Ho Gyung, I never saw them came back again. Now that he’s gone, Shin – Ae would have no one taking her home. Funny how she came from a rich family but never did I see a chauffer around her. She was rich, but she wasn’t snobby. Though she wouldn’t have to worry, cause I’m nice enough to take her home. I always do it. And where the hell is she? Of course, with guys.
 Standing outside the school gate in the middle of the night, waiting for my father is not what I like to do best right now. The cold breeze had made my whole body felt so numb. I couldn’t even feel the touch from my fingers anymore. Shin – Ae had better come soon before I leave her here to strand. My cold bare shoulders have been replaced with a warm touch from a hand. I had wished that hand belong to Jung JinHwa, but of course, it couldn’t be. Turning around to see someone I had tried so hard to avoid. Shin TaeHoon.
 I can smell the high alcohol on his body as it stung my nose, more than it already is from the cold. His body tilted over and sway to one side as he held onto my shoulder for support. He was drunk.

 “Hi Ya…” He slurred out his words and smile idiotically. Lifting his other arms, he grabbed the other side of my shoulder and made me faced him. “Heehee..you look so sexy tonight, did I tell you that?” once again he tried slurring out his words, which I successfully were able to hear. He looked so pitiful and pathetic right now. But there wasn’t anything I was able to say to him. He is drunk after all. I couldn’t face him, so I tried tilting my head to other side, avoiding his looks. “Why aren’t you looking at me? Am I not good enough for you like Jung JinHwa?” that statement got me angry, but it also got me thinking. Is he? Or was I being unfair to him? Turning my gaze back to him, I no longer see a goofy smile but was replaced with a sorrowful face. My heart ache and I feel guilty. Until now, I still don’t know why. There wasn’t any answer that came to my mind. I don’t know how to answer him. I placed my head down and waited for him to say something. We were quiet for a moment and I felt a side of my shoulder has been released. Looking up, he lift his free hand and position it over his chest, or heart.

 “Jin Yong – Kyu. You make my heart ache.” He quietly said in a hurt tone and look directly into my eyes. I thought I saw a slight of tears in his eyes. Is it? Could I remain quiet on this one? “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” That was the best I could come up with while avoiding his sad gaze. But I do know. I was just in a state of denial.
 From the corner of my eyes, I could see he had his head positioning it down.
 “Of course you don’t. Because your heart ran to someone.” He stated. He stated, but was that even a true a statement? Or am I trying to lie to him and myself? Turning back to him again, I tenderly lift his face up and see a drop of tears in his eyes fell in my hand. We looked at each other closely. What am I trying to do now? Help him? Or help myself? Using both arms, he grabbed my shoulders and held it firmly, then advanced closer to me. He shortly looked at me them moved his eyes down to my lips. Closing my eyes, I waited. Being obedient am I? I waited and felt nothing but cold breeze rushing over my face. Then, I felt a chin on my shoulder with both arms no longer held onto my shoulders. Opening my eyes, I let out a small smile and turn my right to see Shin TaeHoon’s head lay on my shoulder. I lift up my arm and held tightly onto his fragile body. Have a nice dream.

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